I'm really sorry.
It's my fault right from the beginning,when I didn't make things clear to you.
When I didn't say what I was suppose to say.
For hiding things from you.
You might hate me now, or forever,
but please keep your promise.
That's no cutting or what.
And that we will still be friends.
Cos after all...yeah.
And I'm not gonna cut off all ties with you.
I'll stll be your friend.I'll still check on you.
I just can't commit so much time to this anymore.
You were pretty selfish.I had to stay up till like what 6am in the morning,
then sleep for 2/3 hours before I head to class.
Just to talk to you.
Just to accc you.
But, enough's enough.
I can only do so much and you're pushing my limit.
Threatening me with slashing wrists, committing suicide or what, ain't gonna work.
Cos I told myslf that I won't be so soft hearted anymore.
Cos see?This is what it gets me.
And I'm done with being nice.
I love you.
But only as a friend.
And nothing else.
I'm sorry.
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Open house performance today was so much better oh!
Better then yesterday's one.
But, I needa and gotta stop smiling.
HAHAHA. And I do not look like a hamster when I smile
BISH!
Gossiped alot.
Hung out at Starbucks after everything with Soul, Judy and Choo.
Lol laughed like mad.
Haha alright last performance tomorrow.
Let's rock the stage baybehs!
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P/s How I wish for a stick.
And things will be that simple.
Cutting?Nahh,just ain't me anymore.
