I guess,I'm trying too hard then eh.
When I promise something,I usually mean it?
But Idk,when people start to think otherwise and question,
then tell me where do you look to for reaffirmation?
Its kinda hard,when everything around you is a farce,
and things are already hard enough when there are so many things going
on and it is not like dont wanna tell you,but it's kinda hard,what with
people acting differently the moment they hear something,
that ain't even confirmed by the actual person.
Idk,how do you expect me to trust whatever you say,
when you say one thing,but act a different thing later on?
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Musical Rehearsals these few days are hectic.
Gonna be missing classes due to the musical.
But at least,you're there (:
And you think its easy for me to sit by and care as if nothing
is wrong with you?When honestly,I can feel something is wrong.
Worse still,after promising that we will tell each other everyth,
you don't,but I do and there I go feeling like crap,
cos I know that I can't help you in anyway.
But then again,if you don't wanna turn to me,then hey
what can I do cept,keep my words and will still be there for you
no matter what.I just want you to know that.
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And I needa start studying whenever I've breaks in between the
rehearsals.Exams are less then a month away.
And then attachment.
And its starts on our third 'm'
Awz hahaha Idk,lets see how things go.
Family gathering later!
Thus missing out tonight's rehearsal.
Ohwells,I don't want mummy to roar anymore.Ugh.
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Upcoming Cny show to prepare for.
Luckily its after my exams HEH.
$ Come to me kay.
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Menses faster go away.
Sickness faster go away.
But you and you, don't.
:D
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Tough juggling two sides.
When you wanna tell someone something so much,
you can't cos you know it will irrevocably change things
between the both of you because words are just words,
and actions are a whole lot stronger then words.
