Is avoiding the best way
out for you? Yes I know I was
wrong but hello normal what dey
irritating :@ HAHA.
Kay so I alr admitted it was my fault
then what the more what fuck do you
want from mee? Beg and grovel in front
of you!? It ain't as if I didn't take the
first step or whatever.
And not like I shirk from my mistakes.
All you know how ta do is to
ignore ignore ignore IGNORE.
Ugh, I feel like farting in your face
to wake you up. It's going back all
again to where you are forever right,
and i'm forever wrong. Thought I've alr
put all that behind me.
And you wonder why the brick walls
around me. Seriously.
This is getting damn ...
Idk how to handle.anything.
Yeah I'm raw and stuff.
But hello forever it looks like
I'm the freaking one trying to make
things work.
AIYAH pek cek only talking bout
it again. Don't wanna bother already.
If I'm the one who always has to make
the first move,then I apologise, I'm tired.
Enough's enough. For so long, I've been
stepped on. It ain't gonna be that way anymore.
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Celebrated great grandma's birthday!
She is so old, she doesn't even have
her birthdate on her ic zomg.
She's like what 90 +++
haha! Surrounded by kids,
as usual. At least had Justina and Angel
or I think I'll just die. Two smelly dogs licking
me everywheree eeeeks! Esp Dooby,
who has the worst dog breath EVER.
HAHAHA. Not always you get to see
great grandma so happy. What with
almost everyone there. Guess
old people are easily satisfied eh.
AND SHE LOVE MY FLOWERS.
Of course, from me who also won't like
HAHAHA.
Ah wells.
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The ignoring is seriously getting on my
freaking nerves AND I hate talking
on the phone COS I JUST HATE ITTTT.
Last week in my disgusting messy old home!
Hopefully after renovating it, it will look much
nicer, and not so how will I describe it hmm,
sparse? No, plain. No AIYAH IDK.
This means, 2 weeks of travelling to work
from amk = 15 mins to get to work.
I LIKEEEE! I can wake up at 8am!
Don't hafta wake up at 7am YESSSS AHH!