Hi my back has gone into hell again.
): And all because I hardly dance
anymore and cos I'm doing alot more
sitting in work.
Slipped disc
=
no support
=
more pressure at the base of my spine
=
S shaped spine.
Wowzisome.
Swollen back, muscle cramps
pain shooting up and down my hip.
Can't run, can't sit still more then
half an hour,can't do crunches,
can't do sit ups, can't jump
without pain shocks radiating like hell
up and down my leg, severe migranes
at the back of my head cos all connected.
Can't wear heels, can't stand long,
can't lie down long, can't survive w/out
painkillers now. And painkillers knocks
me out like a light. If not, damn drowsy.
Now I gotta rest but then what the fuck am
I gonna be doing!? wtf. And my flipping
attachment grade is gonna be freaking
affected.Having to leave early already
for physio every week already because
they close at 5, last patient at 415pm.
And my therapy also takes 1 hour.
Wtffffffffffffffffffffffffff.
And wtf, bed rest for one week is
freaking impossible.
I can't even lie down still without being doped
to the gills with painkillers and all
the meds that I've to take to survive through
the day and in the night.
Now what am I gonna do.
Sob.
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I wanna dance.
I wanna score well.
I wanna be pain freeeeee D:
I can't do NAFA.
Hahaha hi marl we shall be slackers
when it comes to that day cos now
I can't do it too.
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Shall support the kids at the perf tomorrow.
And talk to Azhar.
And emo haha. Ah wells.
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Spent 145 today on mom's present
for mother's day. She and her Miracle perfume.
Bought my VANS!!!! YES AHH hahaha!
Though I bought the red one instead of the pink.
Cos pink damn hard to match w/clothing
and I've enough of pink stuff tyvm haha!
Ah wells,k bye.
