Maybe like I said, things are just not meant
to be between us. Whatever happens,
hehe guess I don't really care.
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Anyhoo kor always said whenever he's here,
I'm always talking bout 'stooopid' stuff.
So I don't wanna dwell on it.
Eh hmm MRI tomorrow.
I've nth else to type out here haha.
Go away and let me muse alone in my thoughts.
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Emotionless.
Disappointment over and over again.
Selfish.
Insensitive.
Only bother bout yourself,and how you feel.
Just when you realise you are all those.
It's too late. And now you wanna do the
'right' thing and stop being so selfish.
I have mixed hweeeeelings.
Aiyah idk.
And all these while, K's been there for me,
Like you said, we've known each other for
5 plus years already and I know you've been
hinting me and what not. And I admit,
you're treating me a whole lot better then how
f's treating me. It's as if K knows how yknow I
really wanna be treated. I know you've been waiting
for me for damn long too and I just can't give you what
you want though you don't give up.
Idk. Everyth's all in a mess now in my head.
And Im thinking maybe yknow being alone
is a whole lot better cos then I only have to
bother bout myself.
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